Geeky Moms

Today I reflect on the dark issues of the past and ask myself...How,Where and When did I get past these big giants?Im smiling, no laughing out loud because I would not want to let go of This Greatest than all Giants, if this is how He has defended me. So today I say Thank You Father,I may and will call You that because to know You would always ease my pain.Im never going to stop Loving you.You are the Greatest and so worthy to be praised

As we continue with on our journey of reconstructing lives of communities, we continue the Podcast series with the story of Reagen Allen .

This day,7th February,has evoked so much awareness of our Father,s Love. Admit it, today was a day to be remembered for various reasons. The scorching heat of our planet sun.was beyond human tolerance.Many headed to places of relief..the beach. The roads seemed somewhat deserted,fewer passersby heading for the mall. Even less traffic, unlike other saturdays.Did many stay indoors to escape this sweltering heat? Personally today was a day of utter laziness ie lazy to eat,Why? just the thought of switching on the stove,raised bloodpressure.The love of tea was also taboo,a nap was too strenous, for besides the heat,menopausal hotflushes were in competition toO. Sleep thus eluded me. Faroff gathering of dark clouds could not tame the onslaught of nature...Sticky and Humid. Then...

How dare you!!!child of the unknown??? invade my privacy,Yes hack into my private space,my e mails and dare to call on me.A CHILD OF GOD with SHrewed,demonic thoughts that you,satans offspring,need me as an instrument WHY?? to be part of your ungodly schemes, to boost and attain monies.The Holy Spirit, Who Intercedes for Gods Offsprings, will never forsake me.Spirit of Discernment I Thank You!! for revealing this corrupt scam.I may be a sucker when it concerns prayer request,especially interceding for the terminally ill.Yes i prayed for you and forgave you as such a blockage is unworthy of holding me back.No weapon formed against me shall prosper as the Spirit within me is greater.Therefor dont mock or tempt My God, because he loves even you.So please stop emailing me ,rather pray into your circumstances.God loves you.MR ABIDJAN ALIAS SUSAN MORGAN.

This feeling of helplessness though not hopeless,feels weird though not frightning.So many descriptive adjectives but none can truely diagnose what this is? How long is this gestation period?The nine months of the human gestation is long overdue.So what am I giving birth too? So unexplainable!!!Lord are you guiding me in this? Yes it is overwhelming, yet THIS rippling effect of sensations , surges up and up from the very core of my being,but Im not succumed by THIS, rather leaves me thereafter with so much peace and invigoration. Spirit of God let Your Glory ComE!!Let your Glory come Father!!! Its too intense to continue.Let me experience His Presence again!!Birthing is due....Now.NOW!!I Love You Jesus!!! THANK YOU FATHER!!THANK JESUS!! THANK YOU HOLY SPIRIT!!

Who? knocks at 8am on my door?Dont feel like opening... Firstly... its still holidaY!!for me anyway.SECONDLY.... Im having a workout with my Father.Caller hammering persistently...Ok!!...Ok!On opening???immediate fear,sort of paralyses overcomes me.The callers are flashing great smiles.Dressed very eastern ie the two men with very high fez and the lady??? covered from head to toe with only the eyes and teeth exposed.Do I welcome them in??? No!!NO!!.The purpose of their visit is that they wish to converse with my husband???? deceased ten years ago....Do I tell them?...no..no..Compose yourself, Rae, are my thoughts.I havnt uttered a word yet,just trying to retaliate by outstareing them.Which I obserVed from the visitors.,,Is it possible we put up barber in driveway? or no empty room?,, fluent english.At this point the ladies bag falls open on the stoep,bundles of R2oo notes falls out.Could also just be the top and bottom thats a R2oo note.I dint batter an eyelid but did think,I can do ...

The start of a completely new year seem to grip many with fear,anxiety or intense pleasure. How much do we value our life? Yes! some has been diagnosed with a terminal illness,a new mom to be on, the brink of adding an extension to her solo life , a six year old preparing for a first schoolday or a young adult entering the workforce.All these phases in life are accompanied with either fear,pain or pleasure.Thus bringing this thought to mind. Is the transition from life to death the same and vice versa? At birth when that baby gasp its first doze of oxygen or the last gasp of the dying man,does these run parallel to each other?Something that I in my nursing days observed ,quite oblivious to my fellow students,was that at a specific point of birth or death the facial expressions were exactly the same... ..Contendment. WHO IS THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER OF LIFE?....JESUS